crap he's not coming who jamien he was going to come in dec. but i was stupid and broke the promise naaoow he is pissed damnn
so whats so impornt about this person umm lets see -snt really thinkign cuz she knos already- well lets startfrom the begining blahhh
last year early nov. i met him at first it was hi hello my name it this and tht then al of sudden he say's u pity ur self to muh and keep it to ur self too much - i bacially played dumb aND COULDNT GET past himso yeah within a day he knew things i wouldnt dare remeber he didnt know me he just knew wht happened to me wrd but atleast i understand soo yeah - last summer of 08' well things werent so ggreatt really bad so so yeah it was being sick of life and drowning in tears shit it sucked
so wht did i do well i drawed blood meanng yes i really did cut myself and dare i say i also stabbed my hand<nov threw the middle> but he he said cutting and crying wont do what u need is anntention<meaning umm i thnk ohhhhh now i get it dnt cry alone i think i duno>
so yeahh grreat person who i emt along the way in my life lol and the promise was made and he knew i broke it yesterday cuz he just knows a nd i told himm but it's like only and cut on the finger i mean how bad is tht but oh well i do get it nowww., ,. ...............hmmmm if i could have only met this persson earlyer on and many others
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today was wrd obakii got reallllllllllllllly madd in the morning the thing should go away be tomorrow hopefully not funny though oh well its liek on my neck pffft and then i did the laundry and a cousins came and and were like asking things AND doing shit then my mom and some court case about some dude who mis treated is son and how his son hates him and shit and how in the end they all ive each other a hugg and how theyll be good to each other. . . and ok-san is like "go hug ur obaakii*" and then we faought and she was about to tie us up and shit then i was like wtf i dunn care and hugged him -.- i hate u vibe was coming off me then i cried for no reason and had my own little like umm spaz actakked which was funny yeah lol then i chilled with my cousins till they left and washed there i meen um the dishes and stufffff





















*note she didnt reallly say obakii dumbasses